I Surrender

I took another pill and I went down the rabbit hole
Forgot where I had been and that I had somewhere to go
Forgot what I had seen and so around and round I go
Took another pill to see if I could get back home

All along the way I heard you crying in the distance
That you knew the way and I should give up my resistance

And I surrender, I do
It's too hard to live this life the way I knew
And I surrender, I do
I can't fight another minute
I wanna live right in it

The night it came too soon again
The light already gone
I'm feeling so confused again
Forgot the way back home

And now I'm battered, bruised again
I thought that I had grown
I think I'm feeling used again by the demons of my own

And all along the way I heard you crying in the distance
That you knew the way and I should give up my resistance

I surrender, I do
It's too hard to live this life the way I knew
I surrender, I do
I can't fight another minute
I wanna live right in it

I wanted to be who I am (So much lighter)
I wanted to stand where I land (So much brighter)
I almost gave up all my plans (Growing faster)
Drowning right here on dry land (It won't last, oh)

I surrender, I do
It's too hard to live this life the way I knew
I surrender, I do
I can't fight another minute
I wanna live right in it

I surrender, I do
I surrender, I do
I surrender, I do
I surrender, I do

I surrender, I do
I surrender, I do
I surrender, I do
I surrender, I do

Beverly Jayne