Note to Self

Wish i had blinders to see straight forward
There's too many faces i see catching up to my races
Living my life like it's a contest
You're take is cute but you could never be the package
I'm mad that the boy that i wanted didn't really want to date
I'm just sad that the girl that
i fell for wasn't really gay
It just be that way that way that way
It just be that way, that way

do you, do you, do you have love for me
do you, do you, do you, i never get to see it
I look the other way

But all this time trying to see
All my friends tried saving me
Lost on how to love myself
Relocate my energy

But mom it's not how you have raised me
To be this spiteful if god was real
I know he would hate me
But who am i to say what's real
I am not religious
If something works for you i suggest you just stick with it
I'm mad
Mad my coping mechanism is just picking my face
Mad that everybody I'm surrounded by is the same exact way
Ooh, I'm digging myself in a deeper hole
I'm digging myself in a deeper hole

do you, do you, do you have love for me
do you, do you, do you, i never get to see it
I look the other way

But all this time trying to see
All my friends tried saving me
Lost on how to love myself
Relocate my energy

I need to focus on myself
I need to focus on myself
Let me just focus
Let me just focus



Credits
Writer(s): Britta Raci
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