The Last Time I Smiled
I threw out all my mirrors this morning
Can't stand to look at myself
20 Years of disappointment and mourning
So separate from everybody else
I stopped you from hanging yourself
Now I wish I was hanging from the noose
I'm far past cries for help
Now I'm slowly killing myself
Day to day
Drag to drag
Shot to shot
Life ain't so great when you live it alone
(I can't remember the last time I smiled)
I miss the days where I liked getting stoned
(I can't remember the last time I smiled)
No matter how I try to find my way
Every choice just gets me lost in the grey
I wish someone would come and put me to sleep
I haven't seen the sun in more than a week
They were wrong when they said it gets better
There's no meaning, it's a lie
My existence accidental
Life is a struggle
It's a big long fucking sham
Life ain't so great when you live it alone
(I can't remember the last time I smiled)
I miss the days where I liked getting stoned
(I can't remember the last time I smiled)
No matter how I try to find my way
Every choice just gets me lost in the grey
Can't stand to look at myself
20 Years of disappointment and mourning
So separate from everybody else
I stopped you from hanging yourself
Now I wish I was hanging from the noose
I'm far past cries for help
Now I'm slowly killing myself
Day to day
Drag to drag
Shot to shot
Life ain't so great when you live it alone
(I can't remember the last time I smiled)
I miss the days where I liked getting stoned
(I can't remember the last time I smiled)
No matter how I try to find my way
Every choice just gets me lost in the grey
I wish someone would come and put me to sleep
I haven't seen the sun in more than a week
They were wrong when they said it gets better
There's no meaning, it's a lie
My existence accidental
Life is a struggle
It's a big long fucking sham
Life ain't so great when you live it alone
(I can't remember the last time I smiled)
I miss the days where I liked getting stoned
(I can't remember the last time I smiled)
No matter how I try to find my way
Every choice just gets me lost in the grey
Credits
Writer(s): Aidan Finnegan
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