Feel Something

Out in the open
I'm choking
On the words I left unspoken
I'm drowning
In feelings
I just can't understand
When I try to
Take a hold of
The thoughts inside my head
I find myself empty
And lost for words again

I realize
Time has lost its meaning in my life
I stand still facing a man I left behind
His offer still stands
And I will have to bet on my life

It hurts like hell
When you can't really tell
If you're happy or just broken inside your empty shell

And if anything
Oh just anything
Could make you feel something
Feel something

I can't let go
I can't let go
The past I learned to understand
And why I find myself here again
I find myself here again

Here again
He's talking again
The words I just cannot bear to hear
The cold gaze of judgement is what I fear the most
The offer still stands and I will have to bet on my life

And deep down I still
Can't find the will
To learn to grieve again

And if anything
And if anything
Could make me feel something
Feel something

I can't let go
I can't let go
The past I learned to understand
And why I find myself here again
I find myself here again

When I've seen my dreams
Shatter just like glass
I won't bother seeing the light of day

Nor the darkest night
When all the hope has faded
Drifting away from my reach
And I can't bring myself back
To a state of feeling again

I can't let go
I can't let go
The past I learned to understand

I can't let go
I can't let go
The past I learned to understand
And why I find myself here again
I find myself here again