No Holding Back (Freestyle)

It's 2 AM, I'm sick of missing you
I'm heading out to get a drink and just forget
Somebody take my phone before I'm drunk
And call you saying stupid things that I regret
Or maybe I should let it happen
Tell you things that I've been holding back up in my mind
Bartender pour me up another shot
I'm feeling loose, I'm feeling like it's almost time

To tell you everything, no holding back
Trying to smoke away the pain, I'm going bad
I can't pay my rent but I just bought a pack
I've been breaking down more than this Cadillac
Trying to put together shards of broken glass
While tryna stay inside, and work, and go to class
So don't you cut me off before I pay my tab
Or drown my sorrows in some fucking cognac

I don't need no more drugs, I don't need no more sex
Cried on my Rollie, I need Patek
Tired of hiding, I'm breaking the silence
I'm speaking my mind, I don't need your respect
Fighting my demons, they bleed from the chest
I need to slow down but I need some more checks
The cure to my pain, put that shit veins
Popping pillies for sleep but I need some more rest



Credits
Writer(s): Devon Braxton
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