Faith

I thought the storm is over
That I'll know fear no longer
That you've become a sight that I despise
But it just keeps coming stronger
As long as I stay sober
My heartbeat rate will quickly rise

A heavy storm is about to hit my love
Hold your hands and look above

I only believe
In god when I need him
And now
I pray

Some wishes I've buried deeply
Some others forgotten quickly
I find it useless to even try
Though memories faded clearly
Scars never heal completely
Broken stairs for me to climb

The staircase is crumbling underneath my feet
The summit is no better than the pit

I only believe
In god when I need him
And now
I pray
It's hard to believe
How we get so naive
When we crave
To achieve

I am lost in the dark
Embracing my pain
And I do see the light
But it won't
Get to my brain
Overwhelmed by the thought
That I won't hold you again
Lend me a hand
I miss feeling sane

Faith
will hold them firm
Trapped in lies
Waiting for
Their demise

Turn
The other way
I want without
Without your prayers
Without them doubts