NERVES

Working out my nerves
Niggas get splurged
In 210 niggas get swerved
Anxiety taking over
Shaking all over
Can't focus
I don't feel sober

Feeling kinda trapped in my mind
Don't know what to do
I'm I fine?
Might commit a crime
Just wanna shine
Make the family proud
Maybe one day
Jump into crowds

But I ain't got it like that
Dog might just bite back
Jae's windshield might crack

And I don't wanna blow up
Just wanna be rich
Take care of family and kids
But it's not gonna get done
While I'm being in a ditch
Sometimes being lonely is being a bitch

This how I express how I feel
All these niggas rap
Is how they kill

And most just capping
Homies just trapping
9-5 gotta pay taxes
Gotta throw ball
Nigga just catch it

Should've played ball
Might've got a call
But was too dumb
All I did was stall

And now we locked up
Virus got stuck
Trapped in my mind
Feel like a mime
Stuck in a box
Can't go nowhere
World got lonely
Only one full share

And I wanna go on
I wanna build a bond
But I don't feel calm

Head jumping off a bridge
And if I do
I will get stitched
Cause life is a bitch

I'm only 18
Wanna die at 21
Cause people only care when you're gone

Bring a gun to my head
I wanna pull the trigger
Can't stand people
When they call them a hitter
They just be kidders
Never shot a gun
Only when it's loaded
With one little bun
That's a bullet
Niggas better cool it

And this my city
They just don't know it
Soon one day
I'm finna show it

From south central
Smack in the middle
Niggas will soon be fiddle

Crying for my success
But it's only because
I'm blessed