At Home Alone

At home alone, I'm getting high to pass the time
She just love me for my music she don't love for what's inside
I might've mixed a couple pills, I might've crossed a couple lines
Is it love or is it drugs I might've mixed a couple signs

Mixing up my lines like she was mixing up her lies
Now I'm gonna see the end cuz I don't wanna pay the price
Now I'm stuck in her abyss I got my cup right by my side
I'm surrounded by the darkness but with you I see the light

I wanna run away with you
I wanna cop the wraith with you
It's time to buckle up cuz girl I got a lot of faith in you

Don't know when to fade, it caused a lot of pain
Now I think I'm going crazy perkies messing with my brain

Is it really love if you ain't with me at my lowest
In my heart I wanted help but I never really showed it
I'm mixing different potions like you're mixing my emotions
Take another to forget you I don't wanna lose my focus

Staying up right through the night
A little evil but I'm bright
I put a choker on my neck and I pretend that I'm alright

I just know I got a future
I just wish I knew it sooner
Now I take a lot of meds, some might call me an abuser

But no I can't escape you, no I'll never get away from you
You stay right by my side, when I try to run away from you
In my head I'm alone, I just really need escape from you
You could never really understand, I really made mistakes with you

At home alone, I'm getting high to pass the time
She just love me for my music she don't love for what's inside
I might've mixed a couple pills, I might've crossed a couple lines
Is it love or is it drugs I might've mixed a couple signs

Mixing up my lines like she was mixing up her lies
Now I'm gonna see the end cuz I don't wanna pay the price
Now I'm stuck in her abyss I got my cup right by my side
I'm surrounded by the darkness but with you I see the light



Credits
Writer(s): Robert Newman
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