Did You Want to Hurt Me?

Am I too hard to love
Once you see
What's underneath me
Rip my skin back and watch me bleed
See all the things no one around can see
You made me cry
You know I ain't the type
I got girls and boys wanting me to give a try
I've been angry
Oh, I've been mad
Tell the doctor
That I've gone bad

Just don't let them dope me up again
I know that I can be problematic
Just don't let them dope me up again
I know that I can be problematic

So did you want to hurt me?
Did you want to see me cry?
Didn't deserve to know me like that
Can you even look me in the eyes

Was she better than me
Was she really any good
Its mortifying remembering
But I won't ever beg you if I could

If you think you see a tear
You better not be near
You better run
Hold the gun
Pray your hallucinating
Cause no ones safe when I'm suffocating
I'll drown anyone around me
To keep me afloat
That's why I'm so alone

Darling I am different
I won't ever let anyone else in
Darling I am different
I'd cut of my tongue to be silent

So did you want to hurt me?
Did you want to see me cry?
Didn't deserve to know me like that
Can you even look me in the eyes

Was she worth it?
Was she worth losing me?
Will she ride and die for you?
Guess that's not my problem to be

Stop tryna play with my head
Stop I'm not jealous of your bed
Stop talkin' bout me when I'm not around
There was someone always threw a fit
Took my body in his just to hit
Manipulate and guilt trip
Lie to me and say that this' what love making is

So I'm sorry if I never showed you mercy
That I ran into your stupid pity
Is that why you stayed?
Just to have your own way?
See my self imprisonment made

Did you?
Did you?
Did you?
Did you?

So did you want to hurt me?
Did you want to see me cry?
Didn't deserve to know me like that
Can you even look me in the eyes

Was she better than me
Was she really any good
Its mortifying remembering
But I won't ever beg you if I could