Future Ghost

Years ago, I had this thought
Tears dropped so hard I forgot
Years ago, I had this thought
I know
It was only meant to pass
Stayed right there, held on my glass
It was only meant to pass
I know, but now
It's coming again
And I'm not feeling the pain
It's coming again
I'm okay
The love I longed for
Is lost forevermore
The love I longed for
It's gone

And I'm left with no regrets
Except the fact that I have left
This thought go away
When it first came my way
Every since then I've only felt
Like beating a dead horse, I guess I've dealt
With each and every corpse
Guess I'm good to go

I fought this thought with schemes for you
Sought and bought a dream or two
I fought this thought with schemes for you
Were you happy
Love is gone, so will I be
One last song until I flee
Love is gone, so will I be
Don't worry, 'cause I
I'm broken at best
Will smoke what I have left
I'm broken at best
Quick fix, and I
Was dumb to chase it out
This thought came back aloud
Was dumb to chase it out
Misfit

And I can't even stand straight
Can't sit still, can't walk, got no fate
I've always been there
And you never cared
I wouldn't have had missed a thing
I won't and I won't be missed, I think
I'm already there
A ghost on my chair

Picture this
Imagine all of this
You will forget me
And it's okay, dear
The future is lit
I'm not in it, blow my kiss
Away, forget me
I'll be okay here
Picture this
Imagine all of this
You will forget me
And it's okay, dear
The future is lit
I'm not in it, blow my kiss
Away, forget me
I'll be okay here

I guess I have tried to be someone
I guess I have tried to be the one
I'm done dreaming, got to wake up