Jubilee

I feel the beating drum
I see a frozen sign
I hear a distant hum
When I wake up
And I start to think
Overdramatically
And then I stand on my feet
Just wanna give up
So tell me what it's like to
Be everything you want to
Without having to filter through
Anything
Despite the fact
There's still more I lack
I cut myself some slack
End up bleeding
And then I open a blind
Climb up from out inside
I stand over this sky
End up kneeling
So tell me what it's like to
Be everything you want to
Without having to filter through
Anything
'Cause all I need to know now
Is how to grow up from the ground
Like a flower to the sun I'm found
Easily
Like a mission bell
Down in a wishing well
Or an angel that fell
I look up
And in the sky I see
Some kind of jubilee
Rain down the remedy
And I soak up
So tell me what it's like to
Be everything you want to
Without having to filter through
Anything
'Cause all I need to know now
Is how to grow up from the ground
Like a flower to the sun I'm found
Easily
I've looked under the stone
Looked in my neighbor's home
Walked to the hills alone
Trying to find it
Maybe it's drawing near
Maybe it's always been here
It's just so invisibly clear
And god I wanna see it