Used To

It's not the same pain that you used to know
I want diamonds on my chain so I don't let go
Can't be vain who am I to roll
In the same lanes that you used to know
It's not the same games that we used to play
And even when we all change I'm still here to stay
Don't go losing all your faith let's get this straight
You and I are the best that's what it's meant to be

And we could have it all just let me talk to you
I don't leave the days buried and far from you
Tell me what we stand for baby let me talk truths
So I don't go and throw it all away like I'm used to
But who the fuck am I saying all this shit
Got a lotta weight yeah I got baggage
And we don't play them games we gotta commit
To all the same damn things that we promised

I ain't mainstream
I don't sip lean
All these snakes seem to make it to the big screen
Swear this shit obscene she used to be my queen
Now she just an angel that I see up in my dreams
But I hear the screams
Life is just a scheme
Should've ran as soon as she said she loved me
But I fucking stayed
Then I made mistakes
Tried to fix them in the end she just ran away
Broken all okay
My switchblade at bay
In case I need to numb some of my pain
It's a hurricane
Swear this shit insane
Standing in the rain
Bleeding feels okay

But it's not the same game that we used to play
Standing outside crying in the rain
All this damn pain
I just can't explain
Got nothing to gain
So let's crash the plane
I ain't been the same since you left me
I ain't been the same since you broke me
Now they know my name and they always will
So the game is just something that I'm gonna kill
You know I'ma kill it
You know that I live it
You know that I kill it
You know that I live it
It's just not the same thing we used to do
It's just not the bitch that I'm used to
Sorry that you feel like you got used too
Sorry that you feel like you got used too