Heartbroken

I've been trying to move forward, I'm trying
But every tear that falls steady be crying

I come with pain, lately I've been avoiding you (I've been avoiding you)
Might sound crazy baby, I've been saving you (I've been saving you)
Baby I'm a killer but I feel safe with you (I feel safe with you)
I don't care about winnin', I be hurt if I lose you
Broken hearted baby, I've been crying (I've been crying)
Trying to overcome my pain, I've been trying (I've been trying)
Broken hearted baby I've been crying (I've been crying)
Trying to overcome my pain, I've been trying

Don't know the last time I done smiled, it's been a while (it's been a while)
I done broke down into tears Trey done lost trial
He had trial the same week as my birthday (day)
Now tell me how the fuck I'm supposed to celebrate this day (how the fuck)
Look me in my eyes and try to see passed my fears
'Cause I been broke look I'm just tryna heal myself over the years
I got a world on my shoulders, I can't no longer hold it
I know I always save the day but today I need a shoulder

I been abused while I was a child, probably why I don't ever smile
Everybody out will take the ends but they won't do the mile for me
I broke down deep in tears, my mama say she proud of me
Everybody say they love me but I don't think they notice me (no)

I come with pain, lately I've been avoiding you (I've been avoiding you)
Might sound crazy baby, I've been saving you (I've been saving you)
Baby I'm a killer but I feel safe with you (I feel safe with you babe)
I don't care about winnin' I be hurt if I lose you
Broken hearted baby, I've been crying (I've been crying)
Trying to overcome my pain, I've been trying (I've been trying)
Broken hearted baby, I've been crying (I've been crying)
Trying to overcome my pain, I've been trying

Running away from you loving you from a distance (from a distance)
Taking a step back from reality to see what I'm missin' (watch this right here)
I really meant it when I told you
I love you I just show it different
Give them loyalty then they crossed me, it's become a sequence

I really hate when I feel in love it's just a time of the season (time of the season)
Jumped in these skreets when I know
God didn't have no time for a reason (no time for a reason)
I was always chosen different, I ain't wanna be (I ain't wanna be)
I watched my mama get abused, I remember that time he beat her (I remember that time he beat her)

I know you're tired of me being these
Streets rather be on a island with me (oh)
I can't forget where I came from, these streets a part of me (these streets a part of me)
Loving me is like lovin' basketball, take a gamble with me (take a gamble with me)
Look me in my eyes and see yourself, that's a father's eyes I see (that's a father's eyes I see)

I come with pain, lately I've been avoiding you (I've been avoiding you)
Might sound crazy baby, I've been saving you (I've been saving you)
Baby I'm a killer but I feel safe with you (I feel safe with you baby)
I don't care about winnin' I be hurt if I lose you
Broken hearted baby I've been crying (I've been crying)
Trying to overcome my pain I've been trying (I've been trying)
Broken hearted baby I've been crying (I've been crying)
Trying to overcome my pain I've been trying (I've been trying)

I been crying
Whoa
I been trying
Whoa