1 Am

1 AM I can't sleep
Anxiety high my dreams
Mountain tops seem steep
I Swear this world hates me

If you ask me a question on the subject
I'd probably agree with the public
Don't come at me assumptions
I just try to maintain and function
Because you gotta believe in something
When I look back I'm seeing nothing

Plus I'm always bluffing
Cock my collar
And keep on stunting

Claim to have a life I'm loving
But you can't trust the truth I'm talking
My best advice is keep on walking
Don't look back at the demons stalking

Clock on life keeps ticking tocking
As my inner drive has sunken

I flip flop
Rain drip drop
Fall to the floor
I Can't breathe
Don't feel the floor itself
Just feel something cold beneath
Sacred at first and then at ease
soon as I get gone like the breeze
I'll hit my mark like .223

I'm really up smoking some green
At 2AM
Live I consciously
Overthinking in all honesty

I'm in my bed
Inside my room
Viewing life in a constant gloom
I just hope that it'll be morning soon
Life as dark as a turned back moon

But I really some sleep
Just want be at peace
I close my eyes
And Slowly breathe
I pray the lord my soul to keep

But I'm sitting here wasting my time
I just wanna find a peace of mind
I take on work and keep the grind
In the hopes In the dark I'll finally shine

Maybe I'm just a glitch in time
Maybe In the end ill be just fine
Maybe this is all a lie
And I'm in a dream and I can fly

Away from problems of every day
I'm fucking tired
With no time to display
My brain my mind is just wired this way
Won't shut the fuck up
It just talks all day
Why the fuck can't I just run away
If I did they wouldn't care anyway

I really don't got much more to say
It'll all just repeat inside my brain
Striking faster than a bullet train
I'm going out you can tell from the rain
Now it's lights out
I tap out
Finally I
Can get some rest now