Isolator

Can you see what's underneath?
Under the scars, go ahead and peel it all away
I know there's not much left to find
You could've asked; I know I'm not worth your time

They can feel the numbness inside my veins
As they scavenge what is left of me
Overshadowed by a familiar figure
Me, myself, and I, the Isolator

Spending my nights
Treading in my mind
The water is deep
There's no bottom in sight

The passing days have got me fucking anxious
There's a never ending tension in my chest
No, I'm not okay, but I'll tell you I am anyway

Pulling out the blade and watching it shine
A surge of clarity with chills down my spine
Under the layer of this shameless pain
Is a man with a guilt as big as his wish to leave

I can not believe this shell of a man that I have become
It's so hard to think that this broken mask is still holding strong
Scarred by life and traumatized when I was way too fucking young
Don't pity me, I'm content though stuck - I know that I'm fucked

The passing days have got me fucking anxious
There's a never ending tension in my chest
No, I'm not okay, but I'll tell you I am anyway

The passing days have got me fucking anxious
There's a never ending tension in my chest
No, I'm not okay, but I'll tell you that I'm doing great

Come tread with me, above the deepest depths of my mind
I've been diving here so long that there is nothing left to find
No more to find



Credits
Writer(s): Caleb Sterling, Connor Goodhue, Micah Goodhue
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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