Even Tho

And even though that these haters wanna step on my shine
I won't let them cause this shit here's mine
And now I want it all no matter the cost cause you can't take what I've already done lost
And even though that these haters wanna step on my grind
I won't let them cause this shit here's mine
And now I want it all no matter the cost cause you cant take what I've already done lost

This shit is a shame
So many people wanna jump in the dope game
For what reason when you already have things
Disrespecting the people who's on their last leg
Fucking up the city cause you the one who attract feds
Making humble supporters that's real in the system
Talking about you down with them
That's considered a snitching
Stupid fucks understand the whole world's listening
And there's just some certain things that cant be mentioned
Trying to have the finer things in the shady place
Man it's a trip how a demon can take somebody's place
Get to snapping and biting like it's gone break free
Lord I know I ain't perfect but hell ain't for me
The more I'm sober the more I dwell on my thoughts
And you can have what I got cause I already lost whats most important
And I still haven't found my mind
Lost in a series of clouds trying to find sunshine
It's a shame they got us living in this crazy world
Surrounded by these fake dudes and these shady girls
I had everything just for me to lose it all
The consequences that I've faced just to help you out
What can I do when I'm in the hole like this
Can't find a job and the laws hot then a bitch
Sale drugs tonight or get fucked up
Can't hurt my family so tonight I'm going to drank it up

And even though that these haters wanna step on my shine
I won't let them cause this shit here's mine
And now I want it all no matter the cost cause you can't take what I've already done lost
And even though that these haters wanna step on my grind
I won't let them cause this shit here's mine
And now I want it all no matter the cost cause you cant take what I've already done lost

I'm feeling like a man on the ladder now they're pulling me down
They don't see when I succeed but when I do they around
Motherfuckers bounded here just to see me in pain
I'm trying to get it off my mind but every day is the same
Fatal thoughts of suicide but I don't wanna die
Trying to live in the sky but I can't if I take my own life
Was making moves with the cash so I had to weight more
Cause it's time to be a man
And since I'm doing much better everybody wants me caught
But let me knock on wood don't want them running in my house
I seen my own people fall
Locked behind bars
Trying to get it off my mind but this shit is too hard
What must I do just to live complete
And since we separated daily it's a big chunk torn out inside of me
People telling me they'll be surprised if I make it to 25
A year goes by nobody died
About three years later eight of my homeboys gone
I gotta live strong let me go and roll up a zone
To ease my mind back
Relieve my stress
Another younging taking big man steps
I got my hands together Lord take me out this rainy weather
I want to witness if the days will get better
With my head to the sky
Even though I know we living to die
Just save a spot for me up inside
I'll be alright cause even though

And even though that these haters wanna step on my shine
I won't let them cause this shit here's mine
And now I want it all no matter the cost cause you can't take what I've already done lost
And even though that these haters wanna step on my grind
I won't let them cause this shit here's mine
And now I want it all no matter the cost cause you cant take what I've already done lost