Heavy Loaded Ceiling

Momma, you're making me cry
Well, maybe these tears aren't happy
Mmm, I see your worry
Cinder-blocking dreams occurring

And momma, you're making me sigh
Well, all of these breaths are stirring
Mmm, a heart that hurries
Beating fast, but slowly learning!

I can't help it, I get a little bit lonely
I know it's only temporary
But it's scary, and it tends to be contrary
To my character's expression
A confession and a lesson that sits with me
'Till it hits me like a stone!

Momma, you're making me hurt
And all of this dirt collecting
Mmm, is us protecting
Rapid acting self-neglecting!

And Momma, I'm tossing and turning
All of these thoughts are burning
Mmm, a sharpened yearning
Aiming for their darkest earning!

We can't help it, we wanna hold it all together
In this broken-down endeavor
It's a never ending search to find the treasure!
When the deep-end isn't shallow, we keep swimming in the shadows
Singing 'How low will we sink?' until we know
The sweeping under-toe, that won't let us go
A grip that runs the show!

You can't help it, when your soul is full of feeling
Jumping in and out of dealing with a
Heavy loaded leiling, so revealing
When it's dropping down to get you
To put a halt at what you meant to make
For Heaven's sake, you'll never be alone!