Cigarettes and Tea

I don't know what to do
I can't stop crying
All I really want is bullets to my brain
But that won't stop the aching either
I don't wanna miss a single thing
All I wanna do is go back to sleep
Could you tell me what to do?
But you don't really wanna deal with this mess right now

I have never crossed my heart
But I, hope to die
Whoa oh oh
Rapid cycling between rage and crying
It's not pretty
Are you doing okay?
I have an overwhelming need to die
But I smiled, just before
And I haven't cried for half an hour
So I think I'm improving
Are you doing okay?
Are you doing okay?

When will the sunshine reach my step?
I'm losing a race I haven't started yet
I need a moment to catch my breath
'Cause I've been doing nothing at all
My friends are tired of the same old shit
I must have swallowed about thirty pills
And I'm starting to lose my grip
Would you give me something to hold on to?

I have never crossed my heart
But I, hope to die
Whoa oh oh
Rapid cycling between rage and crying
It's not pretty
Are you doing okay?
I have an overwhelming need to die
But I smiled, just before
And I haven't cried for half an hour
So I think I'm improving
Are you doing okay?

Uh, what
Is there any chance that you are listening?
'Cause I could really use a friend right now
Everything has kind of gone to shit
And I don't see a way out
No I don't see a way out
I'm feeling really kind of scared for myself
And I know you're probably in no position to help
But I got cigarettes and I got tea
I got video games and seasons of Community
I got cigarettes and I got tea
I got The Witcher, and all six seasons of Community
But if I really got to tell you the truth
All I need is you
All I need is you

I have never crossed my heart
But I, hope to die
Whoa oh oh
Rapid cycling between rage and crying
It's not pretty
I hope you're doing okay
I have an overwhelming need to die
But I smiled, just before
And I haven't cried for half an hour
So I think I'm improving
I hope you're doing okay

What? I got cigarettes and I got tea
What?
I got cigarettes and I got tea
I got cigarettes and I got tea
I got The Witcher, and all six seasons of Community
I got cigarettes and I got tea
I got cigarettes and I got tea



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Writer(s): Matthew Thomas William Roach
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