Home

I miss the pleasure of having a wonderful family
To take care of me and cherish me that would be just dandy
I miss the times with my dad, where we would watch the cubs
And high five and shout because they're takin big 'dubs

I miss the times when mom and I decorated the tree
Listening to Christmas jams I felt so free
But now I got a ball and chain that's been dragging me down
I had to step up off the throne and give up my family crown

I lost em, there's no fixin' to be done
They don't want me no more they say that's not my goddamn son
And it hurts so bad that I feel a pain up in my chest
Because even though I caused it I was still trying my best

To mend the situation and fix the complications
I just want a normal life my past needs some erasing
But they won't forget how I was self righteous and stuck up
So now they have to live with how they're son was a fuck up

Home
I just wanna go home
I just wanna go home
I just wanna go home
Home
I just wanna go home
I just wanna go home
I need a place to call home

Yea I'm a fuck up just shut up and fill my cup up
I'm trying to forget all my mistakes and my corrupt luck
I'm knocking at deaths door like "hey my man what up 'doe?"
Cause the way I feel inside makes me wanna die I'm fucked yo

I bottle my emotions and then take it out on others
I know I shouldn't because y'all are my sisters and brothers
I guess I feel so angry cause of my father and mother
But I know I caused these problems and there's no way to recover

My friends say "Lvke, don't be thinkin about suicide
You can't do that to us we all need you alive"
I always say to them have you even thought about me
How I screwed my family tree and I just wanna OD

I've messed up bad so many goddamn times
I ruined my family it's time to meet my demise
I don't care at this point if when I die my friends cry
They'll get over me and find some even better kept guys

Home
I just wanna go home
I just wanna go home
I just wanna go home
Home
I just wanna go home
I just wanna go home
I need a place to call home

I just want a place that I can, call my home
When I hit rock bottom I feel, so alone
Please I just want happiness that's why I get stoned
I just need my fam right now so please don't postpone



Credits
Writer(s): Luke Maisano
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