Gray Clouds

Okay I'm waking and looking outside
It's full of gray clouds till I take hit or pill
What do I say now only thought is every
Rapper I'ma take down
Dark thoughts and lyrics that let the bass pound
Reinvented my style see how I made out
To be the greatest either way you fuckers may doubt
Ion give a fuck I really think you should
Cause I get fucked over always tryna do good
Why you even try anymore like who would
Need bands or popping a new hood
It's like I'm always tryna reach another high
Rain pouring down happy when I wanna cry
What the fuck I want with my life
I can't decide so I type more songs til my brain is fried
Yeah I'm coming out the king bitch stay inside
All I had to do was put my mind to the shit
Saying fuck everybody pride in my dick
Smoking every day probably why my heartburn
On the gold brick road not a sharp turn
No money in my bag I'm running out of time
Doesn't matter if I'm first to the finish line
They be showing hostility when I'm giving rhymes
One milligram through the day probably get me fine
Always riding shotgun yeah I need my own whip
Riding shotgun yeah I need my own whip
Why I put my heart on my sleeve and I'm focused
Want a crib so big got demons that's atrocious
Gray clouds in my sight where the fuck is the sun
No days bright I'm feeling so done
The man with no face always telling me to come
I ain't leaving life yet need me a daughter or son
I don't need your money it don't make happiness
Bad thoughts on my brain looking at my wrist

I don't want to let the blade cut
Blood on my hands but I don't say much
When I'm dead on a bed then my pain's up
When I'm dead on a bed then my pain's up

So I opened up my safe right to the Xan capsule
Get out my parents house need me a damn castle
My insanity is not a fantasy and all I am is a fucking hassle
Bitch I'm from the 704 praying that I get to Heaven but
I probably won't go every time I'm coming I am bringing
Raw emotion dead in the water where you saw the ocean
Deep down inside I'm so worthless
Put my soul in this shit without a purchase
Money's in my name throw it in the fucking furnace
Fuck everybody you will never satisfy
I know different better listen but you'd rather hear
Same rappers that be telling lies
If you threaten my family I put this rapping aside
Mother fucker's ain't rapid as I
All I do is practice
All I do is ass kick
Gray cloud addict
They goin judge you either way be the topic of
Discussion right now keep mocking that I'm fucking
Nothing it's only motivation when this fire is ignited
Broke her back out gotta buy her an alignment
Straight up no chorus for this fake game
Fuck how ya diamonds shining I'ma break banks
I'm going insane got anxiety got anxiety then the dark came

I don't want to let the blade cut
Blood on my hands but I don't say much

When I'm dead on a bed then my pain's up
Goodbye