November

Hey bartender, can you be my friend tonight
And pour me a shot of something that turns back the time
See I had something real, then I messed it up, right?
God I wonder, how the hell I could have ever been that blind

'Cause now you've slipped right through
my fingers, but feelings, they still linger
And it burns like I'm a sinner, but oh

It was like waking up to see the world from a different view
My heart took control, and just like that, time flew
And I don't know how, but November just got away from me
Oh can someone tell me how the hell to get all of it back
Tell me how the hell I get you back

It always seems easier when you're looking back, you know
Things you should have said and
done, and now you reap what you've sown
No you showed me everything you
could without saying you loved me first
And I seemingly missed every sign,
and that's the part that hurts the worst

'Cause now you're too damn far away, and I'm starting to lose faith
That I'll ever get the chance to fix this mess I made

It was like waking up, to see the world from a different view
My heart took control, and just like that, time flew
And I don't know how, but November just got away from me
Oh can someone tell me how the hell to get all of it back
Tell me how the hell I get you back
Oh no

These memories are slowly killing me
Maybe it's just best that I move along
But silence locks my mind in place,
and when I close my eyes, I see your face
And it feels like it's all I know
And it looks just like home

They say time will heal you, and the space is for the best
But I think they're lying to me, or I'm just not there yet
And I wanna say I know this pain will end
But I am nothing to you, not even a friend

So I'll sing this song to all the other lonely people in this bar
About how I loved and lost you, and then I'll go play my part
Pretending I'm okay with it even though
November, I just don't know how I let you go