Honest

November brought winds of change
And January brought the same
I wished for snow and got rain
I watched love turn into hate for me
I fill holes with lots of space
And people who like my face
And tell me that two months of my life were wasted
I tell them I don't feel pain anymore

I try to be honest
Say that I've learned
I try to be honest
I feel you with words
I try to be honest
I'll say it was worth it
But if I'm being honest
I still hurt

I put on that old t-shirt that used to be
But now doesn't work
If you try and don't succeed
You might look something close to me right now
I see clouds

I try to be honest
Say that I've learned
I try to be honest
I feel you with words
I try to be honest
I'll say it was worth it
But if I'm being honest
I still hurt

So I go on walks alone
Look at the clouds
Try to find a home in me
Forget how I lost too much
I walk alone with my love for you
And it goes away too

I try to be honest
Say that I've tried
I tried to be honest
I'm not over it
I try to be honest
I really did learn
What it's like to love and not be loved
To be hurt



Credits
Writer(s): Mia Humphrey
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