Welcome to Wonderland

Sometimes I feel I'm about to die
Pain inside my body but no tear drop down my eye
I be thinking if it go down who the fuck going to ride
Shot my uncle b they left him dead for him to die
Seen that pain inside my mamma left me traumatized
Yeah it left me traumatized
Be careful who you trust and who the fuck you idolize
The closest snakes be right there in your circle in disguise

Jay he in a vet we back to back I'm in a Porsche
Red bucket seats she say its hot just like a torch
I just want the money fuck the fame and nothing more
Remember selling push ups right up on my granny porch
I can never love her never trust her she a whore
Black and white bitches Oreo we call them smores
Free my nigga Taug remember he was kicking doors
I promise if I got it then you got it man it yours

I hated myself for so long for not being on the court
I hated myself for so long for not knowing how to love
I hated myself for so long for not knowing how to trust
I hated myself for so long and now I don't give a fuck
I hated myself for so long and now I'm on this Xanax
I hated myself for so long and they don't understand that
Nah they don't understand that

Different bitches different emotions that's everyday
Stopped searching for love I know I wont find it anyway
My hop off in the coupe and do a hundred in the rain
So they can feel my pain
Nah they wont feel pain
Just to forget about it I make her give me brain
Funny how she give me brain and nothing still don't change
If I ever blow I hope my niggas stay the same
If I ever blow up mamma promise I wont change

I know she only like a nigga because she see these chains
Tired of these silly hoes think they running game
I'm going to play it cool and I'm going to let her fuck the gang
I fuck a nigga bitch whenever I be getting bored
Being on the bench so now i'm going to up the score
Nobody heard me knocking so I went and kick the door
Like bitch i need a deal everybody on the floor (yeah)
Like everybody on the floor

Like everybody on the floor
I can hear them demons steady knocking at my door
I see that alcohol and all I do is pour
I love me some white bitches I mix them with some smores (yeah)
I mix them with some smores (yeah)
Them demons they be knocking at my door
I might answer it and fall to the floor
Pour that drank up in my cup
Pour that drank up in my cup
I tell that bitch like whats up
I came from the fucking mud
You know i cant give a fuck
Because they going to judge me
And they going to judge you
No matter what you do
No matter what you do
Yeah yeah yeah



Credits
Writer(s): Yl Donny
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