Y'all Don't Know

Now did you know I been through the dark
My heart filled with hate
It pours when it rains
No ya'll don't know, yall don't, ya'll don't know
Come on
Would you believe how much that I fought
To get to the light it takes not to shine
No ya'll don't know, ya'll don't, ya'll don't know
Come on
And What it takes for me not to break
I'm one breathe away get high ease the pain
No ya'll don't know, ya'll don't, ya'll don't know
How many times I escaped the jakes
I bypassed my grave No ya'll don't know
Ya'll don't know, Ya'll don't know come on

I fell off you left me hanging
Where the love go
And just because I took a lost doesn't mean I lost
I talk the talk it was many days I had to walk it out
True story slept on the floor
At my grandma house
I remember me and Skinny
Use to fight a lot
I graduated high school started thugging out
Attended college
Whoever thought that I'd be dropping out
Came home
I was ashamed I let my people down
Streets took me in and they told me
We your people now
Get how you live if you don't know
We'll show you how
Never thought that I would see change
Never thought that I
Would ever get the chance to be a father
How my daddy died
So I ask accept me for who I am
From a single parent home
From a boy to a man
I can not change the past
So it is what it is
All the blood sweat and tears
I'll do it all again

Now did you know I been through the dark
My heart filled with hate
It pours when it rains
No ya'll don't know, yall don't, ya'll don't know
Come on
Would you believe how much that I fought
To get to the light it takes not to shine
No ya'll don't know, ya'll don't, ya'll don't know
Come on
And What it takes for me not to break
I'm one breathe away get high ease the pain
No ya'll don't know, ya'll don't, ya'll don't know
How many times I escaped the jakes
I bypassed my grave No ya'll don't know
Ya'll don't know, Ya'll don't know come on

Ya'll don't know the half about me
But what you heard
Peanut couldn't keep his word
So I took something he love
I don't regret what I did
Sometimes you gotta learn
What they say bout me how they feel
I never really cared
Lord I gotta make it to heaven
For living through this hell
Looked at the hand that I was dealt
Ain't nothing there to bid
Ain't no way for me to win
I can't throw it in
Gotta forgive to be forgiven
But never to forget
I don't know seem like the devil
Got a hold on me
You ever felt it's hard to love
But your love so deep
Now only time will tell
How my life prevails
No I won't accept the defeat
I'm afraid of facing death
Lord I give you my heart
Take my soul to keep
Ain't no backing down
Never giving in needed no one else
Understand now
You was all I ever needed
Believed in curse broke
Strength hit amen

Now did you know I been through the dark
My heart filled with hate
It pours when it rains
No ya'll don't know, yall don't, ya'll don't know
Come on
Would you believe how much that I fought
To get to the light it takes not to shine
No ya'll don't know, ya'll don't, ya'll don't know
Come on
And What it takes for me not to break
I'm one breathe away get high ease the pain
No ya'll don't know, ya'll don't, ya'll don't know
How many times I escaped the jakes
I bypassed my grave No ya'll don't know
Ya'll don't know, Ya'll don't know come on