30 For 30

Came from the bottom my shoes are still dirty
Her man on the way so now I gotta hurry
I grew up different I wanted billboard
While these other niggas want a 30 for 30
There been some days where I stare at the ceiling
And question myself was this shit really worth it
When I start dropping my music I hope it
Y'all don't sit there and hate if y'all never done heard it

Remember them nights in the city I sat in the back
I was hurtin', I had me no moves
Now I'm just sitting here thinking if this shit pay off
I'll be higher with nothing to prove
Nothing to lose
Nothing to do
Got some ciroq with me right in the stu
Ion' know if I should write me the truth
Or if I should sit here and write for the views

I used to sit in my room and dream of the days
That I would be all on the news
I would just sit and be thinking 'bout who
Was the realest and then I would get so confused
Everyone saying they feel me and say they
Been here from the start but I just refuse
I just been lookin' for real love not people
Who wanna latch on cause they seeing the views

Im getting money my pocket and food on my plate
But this shit is still hurting my brain
I could do all of the shopping
And all of the parties and still I'll be feeling the same
I just been tryna to forgive and I tried to forget
But I realized that this is a game
They say the money is cool but it don't make it worth it
Because with the money come fame
Or come the fake

Memory fuzzy these drugs that I take
Look at my bank and just hope it inflate
I'm just gone move independent
The moment I trust is the moment I make a mistake

I started rapping they looked at me funny
And told me that this shit was gone be a phase
Now that I'm dropping my music
They tell me I'm harder than anything they ever made

I never was never one of sunday's best
Things are looking up so I know I'm blessed
Lotta niggas asking me to fund they check
Tell 'em porque no habla inglés
Growing up I always wanted to be like Mike
That's when I realized I can't
So I start looking for other ways
That I could get paid and still also fill up the stands

Then I start rapping and realized that people
Will pay just to sit there and hear what I'm saying
So Imma do it my way I don't need no opinions
Because I ain't ask you to weigh in
Now that I'm getting the money I'm moving
So different it's only five star that I stay in
Niggas ain't there when you start it but then
When you make it they act like it's part of the plan, yeah

And that's how I feel and that's how I move
Either you taking me serious or think I'm a joke
And there's nothing else that I can do
So I say it is what it is and it ain't what it ain't
It's better to leave it at that
Imma keep stacking my paper and doing these numbers
If you gone hate then I'll subtract, damn

That shit got hard
That shit crazy