Colorblind

I look out the window
The world passes me by
Everything's bleak
Nothing catches my eye
I feel so empty
Do I have to lie?
Just keep repeating
We're too numb to cry
Step into life
Take a deep breath
Funny thing is
It's not the start yet
Eight years of crying
Eight years of pain
Seventy years
To look at my gain

My mind is so loud that the whole world is silent
The colors within are acting too quiet
My mind is blank but constantly running
This panic attack I should have felt coming
It feels like my fault, but what did I do
I can't even tell if I'm feeling blue
I stare at the stars, and they haven't aligned
Why does it matter? I'm just colorblind

Everyday is a war and I feel like I'm losing
In the end, I realize that I'm the one choosing
Grab me the painkillers, make me more numb
Chug novocain and inject me with rum

My mind is so loud that the whole world is silent
The colors within are acting too quiet
My mind is blank but constantly running
This panic attack I should have felt coming
It feels like my fault, but what did I do
I can't even tell if I'm feeling blue
I stare at the stars, and they haven't aligned
Why does it matter? I'm just colorblind

You can't strip away what I don't have
A little bit angry, a little bit sad
Not really happy, and I can't feel at all
So give me your all and break me like a porcelain doll
I dare you

My mind is so loud that the whole world is silent
The colors within are acting too quiet
My mind is blank but constantly running
This panic attack I should have felt coming
It feels like my fault, but what did I do
I can't even tell if I'm feeling blue
I stare at the stars, and they haven't aligned
Why does it matter? I'm just colorblind
My mind is so loud that the whole world is silent
The colors within are acting too quiet
My mind is blank but constantly running
This panic attack I should have felt coming
It feels like my fault, but what did I do
I can't even tell if I'm feeling blue
I stare at the stars, and they haven't aligned
Why does it matter? I'm just colorblind



Credits
Writer(s): Olivia Dalton
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