Bad Weather

I've grown so sick of this sinking feeling
Like I'll never grow into my skin
(Is this all it's worth)
And my words can't justify how real this is
But this time it's not about it all
Falling apart over nothing
And I'm still learning

And I'm waiting for it all to cave in
I'm waiting for it all to cave in

And all the bad weather in the world won't shake me again
I'll lay it all on the line, it's a matter of time
It's just a matter of time

I listened close when you said the world was
Right in the palm of my hands
And I know
I've always kept them closed
Because I need to hold on to this
To do this

And I've had enough
Separate myself and call your bluff
Until the sun shows
I won't believe that love can grow

And save you from an empty body
That anyone can take what they want from
You gotta learn
You gotta learn
To pick yourself back up
Before the rain inside your head won't let you win
I've been there before
I still haven't found my way out

And I swear
I've never felt this way in my whole life

I listened close when you said the world was
Right in the palm of my hands
And I know
I've always kept them closed
Because I need to hold on to this
To do this