Letting It All Go

Some days are harder than they really need be
I bet that's everyday living where ever you go
Nothing is as beautiful as it seems
This Poetry and art of a solemn soul
I've Retracted enacted my actions is latent
The flower is dead but it's essence pervasive
Willing but stunted im losing my color
The changing of seasons has never been duller
One day i got it and the next I'm lost
Confused and robust yea the time adds up
I'm only getting older with a mission to distant
I've staggered my time and some days yea i miss it

I'm harder on myself than I use to be
I have a fear of missing out when I put in time study
I have a fear of wasted time like what if I don't advance
And the people I put off was all for dead ends
Stress
Limits are invasives
Invading the mental
Concocting an illness
Numbing potential
Strings out of tune
Resemble emotions
Sensing discomfort
Our auras are loaded
Passive aggressive it's more than malicious
Take on abuse and it spreads like virus
Call of the wild that's why I love nature
Taking steps back I dont wanna be hater
Burn the overgrowth for a moral cleanser
I need to get back to revive my fire
I need to get back again like an innocent child
I remembered when i cared more
What I cared for
More more
Laws of attraction the way iv been acting careless as ever but still I am trying
I don't why
I dont how
I want to run away but that doesn't seem sound and
Iv thought of sucicide but that Wouldn't make me proud
We all got greatness inside of us
Yea you got greatness inside of you
And I know that i doubt Everyone doubts
THE OUT IS IN AND IM LETTING IN OUT
Its hard to be sure when lacking a core
The public it hoards in succubus form
Average mundane im going insane
Tested and treated by limits of pain
The niche iv obtained is stranger than strange
Looking at this planet we've become deranged
Does even it really matter when the pressures in my brain?
Just in brain just in the brain iv pulled out my heart to keep Myself sane
To keep myself sane
Amateur in the game
Consistency has always had resistance with me
Unofficial individual reaching for the minimal
Practicality has always been key
And I wear it proud like my grandpa's ring
Even when it's lost I feel its grip
And when I'm lost I'm not alone
When passion is real I can let shit go
I can feed my soul I can feel myself whole



Credits
Writer(s): William Nieves
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