S (feat. Rija!)

Hair on fleek and heart just broke, but still I'll remain calm
Life's a game of chess, not checkers, used me as your pawn
Say you wanna have my kids but now your love's all gone
Now I'm feeling like I might not make it much past dawn
You broke me down when I had nothing left to be broken
I gave you all my love, you cashed it in, like a token
I'd talk bout you for hours, girl, guess I was outspoken
Make me look like a damn clown, and I ain't even joking

Everyone full of shit, won't stop mother fucking capping
Ion make it in this life, catch me down in hell rapping
Put some diamonds on her neck, but then she start back stabbing
Til I'm holed up, Julius Caesar, got these racks I'm stacking
I swear I would've done everything shordy, just for you
And you know no matter what, I was always there for you
But I'm not enough, I made you sad, would not ignore you
No matter what you did to me, I'm always gone support you
And you know I got hella bitches that I done blown off
And I put you on my gram, I did it just to show you off
Thotties in my comments like, y w b, yes go off
Now I guess I learned the hard way that I cannot show off
No fucking females say they love me, lil bitch please stop lying
Blamed me for the blades at your wrist, bitch me too, quit crying
Left me all alone, can't love myself no more, I'm dying
Gave you more than my own blood, but still you would not buy in

We can't do this no more, yes baby, I know I broke you
Put you in a noose, pulled the platform under the rope too
And I watched you suffer, feel my self hate, boy it's choking you
But when you get to Satan, I'm just really, really hoping you
Tell him bout how all you did was hurt, fight and control me
I'm coming back stronger, I just murdered shitty old me
I just hope you know that all you did was fucking hold me
Back from being who I am, you might as well have sold me

Wrist so icy wonder why she like me, yeah she doesn't
Heart on my sleeve, one worry, I walked with a dozen
Claimed you real, I read the texts, them bitches say you wasn't
Another fucking break up song but who ain't see this coming, yuh
You the reason that I wrote walk (Wrote what)
But I don't wanna see you no more (I don't)
Yeah, these motherfuckers they talk (They what)
I never treated you like no whore (No whore)
Back to the wall don't know to do, won't pick up my calls, tell me if its true
You claiming you stressed, said I'm here for you, keep us together, I was that glue
Pulled up to your heart and I banged on the door, hoping that you would go open that shit
Kept the entrance shut, don't love me no more, but what's the point of not letting me in
Every time I showed you love, affection, your heart was firm just like some tin
Now that you're gone, carry mountains on shoulders, 'cause lately all I do is win
My neck too heavy, I'm whipping the white and it's cold and it's thick like some ice cream
Your bitch got jungle fever, I'm cold like Washington, little nigga, no Spike Lee
I'll still be the best that you ever had, don't care about how much that you spite me
10 years from now I'll pull up in a jag and you'll realize there ain't no one like me

Hair on fleek and heart just broke, but still I'll remain calm (Calm)
Life's a game of chess, not checkers, used me as your pawn (Your fucking pawn)
Say you wanna have my kids but now your love's all gone (Gone)
Now I'm feeling like I might not make it much past dawn
You broke me down when I had nothing left to be broken
I gave you all my love, you cashed it in, like a token
I'd talk bout you for hours, girl, guess I was outspoken
Make me look like a damn clown, and I ain't even joking