Turmoil

The last year been up and down like a roller coaster
But i aint gotta worry now cause the worst is over
Ik if i wanna cry my bitch got a shoulder
But i got too much pride I'm a fuckin soldier
I been sippin on this drink thinkin bout my past
Wont complain about the pain cause it dont last
I been goin through some things that'll drive a nigga mad
I just look for better days cause it ainn all bad
Starin at my daughter face like ima fuckin dad
Wanna give her everything that I never had
Wanna treat her moma right instead of her bad
Cause i never want a nigga make my daughter sad
'Pose to be in school how i get up on the block
Look at me now I'm just like my fuckin pops
They had a nigga goin through it innat cell block
I was bout to lose it man i thought i was popped
Lord ik i don't pray but can you help me out
Goin through some things i need someone to hear me out
Done lost a couple guys sometimes i blame myself
That ain't do nothin but worsen all the pain i felt
I just thank God I still got some niggas
That make it easier for me just to heal myself
I keep checkin on my moma cause she goin through it
But this just another fight and we wont lose it
I made a promise I'll always be by her side
Cause that's my bestfriend that's my ride or die
No matter what wont let nun keep me down
Keep my game face on cant let em see me frown



Credits
Writer(s): Deandre Rowe
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