Heavenly

I can see the light when I wrote it, it's so heavenly
I just live my life in the moment, keep the memories
I am not myself when I'm lonely, please don't ever leave,
Love is all you need, please just show me, that's the recipe

I traveled to space, never noticed
The universe can change, if I wrote it
You control your choices, free will
I can build a fortress, be still
Architect with those words
Nothing less I stay first
A pessimist and it hurts
They depressed on this earth
I confess I've seen worse
I recollect on my birth
I neglected my worth
Snatched it back like a purse
Back in my bag now
I can't relax now
Take out the trash now
Can't live in the past now
Moving, 100 on the dash now
I just pray I never crash down
Hope the darkness don't relapse now
I gotta try, I feel alive, ain't no more running away
I know I'm bright, I'll be alright, I see the sun everyday
I'm living life, I just get by, I'm just steady in the motions
Keep it wavy like the oceans
Papa gave me his Devotion
I just know I'll never stop a day
I remember when I lost my way
In this life that's the cost you pay
Hold your heart never toss away

I can see the light when I wrote it, it's so heavenly
I just live my life in the moment, keep the memories
I am not myself when I'm lonely, please don't ever leave,
Love is all you need, please just show me, that's the recipe

The pain I'm feeling it
Alot that I'm dealing with
I got problems that I keep giving in
Tears keep spilling in
Yeah wait
But back on some realer shit
The past is irrelevant
Say no more
Heaven or hell we go
A lot on a young nigga soul
That's why I gota keep goin with the bros
The 9s never empty
Ride around the city I'm on 10th speed
Everywhere I turn it's so much envy
No wonder why my heart be feeling empty
I just hope these niggas do not temp me
I'm on the edge
I just hope my family straight before I'm dead
I just need to meditate and clear my head
So much ruining thru my my mind it got me scared
Cause
Knife been in my back so many times in the past
That's why I don't trust to many people I detach
Use to take so many pills and that's a fact
Whatever I can do to hide the pain and relax
I know Ryan looking down from heaven it's sad
I just wished he was strong enough so we can laugh
Even tho I'm am not in the trap I feel trapped
Even tho I got a new strap I'll steel scrap
I'm the one who came out with the spice and the steeze
I just hope you remember me for being me

Gotta reach the peak like Mt. Olympus
I was born a shark can't swim with fishes
Tsunami with the wave, don't lose control
How much would u pay to stay afloat
Gotta reach the peak like Mt. Olympus
I was born a shark can't swim with fishes
Tsunami with the wave, don't lose control
How much would u pay to stay afloat