If I Didn't Have to Change at All

I can't believe
I'm holding myself together
I don't think I'll last much longer
In this weather

Dark clouds are forming
I better take cover
This lightning is lighting the night
Brighter than the sun in summer

I'm singing to myself again
If only I had something to say
I would make you fall
If I didn't have to change at all

I can't believe
I can't believe that I'm still alive
Not because I wanna be dead
But these negative thoughts seem to thrive
On the stupid things that I've done
The stupid things that I do
Like lying awake at night
Talking to myself
Thinking about you

I'm singing to myself again
If only I had something to say
I would make you fall
If I didn't have to change at all

If anyone deserves to be happy
I'd put a check mark right by your name
But if anyone is holding you back
I'm the one to blame

I'm singing to myself again
If only I had something to say
I would make you fall
If I didn't have to change at all

If anyone deserves to be happy
I'd put a check mark right by your name
But if anyone is holding you back
I'm the one to blame

If anyone deserves to be happy
I'd put a check mark right by your name
But if anyone is holding you back
I'm the one to blame

I'm singing to myself again
If only I had something to say
I would make you fall
If I didn't have to change at all



Credits
Writer(s): David Cavallo
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