Advice from Heaven

Maxxo out here grinding can't see my vision lately, like that video on the net I can see barely
My childhood and my past affected me gravely
Been losing touch with those I love and I can feel it daily

Tryna keep hope alive so tossed the hoes to the side, reflected on my testimony, now stand bravely
My life ain't been a movie but it been crazy
I just want an Empire of this state of mind like Jay Z

And maybe if I made a quick, mental note about the shit, I wanna spit, I can scope and make a hit using my past relationships
I just wanna live debt free, avoid a deficit and

Mom reminded me that this life I live ain't definite
Speak like Meek about the wins and losses and what it cost us with this contaminated flow my words feel like tocsin
Another great example of turning my losses to my benefits

Using built up anger and turn it into a musical expression teach some lessons on how to rise back up from a recession
Nigga you better shine so much that your shit be fluorescent
Nah okay I'm messing but do place focus on them blessings

Cuz a daughter lost her daddy today, and he was her hero
A father lost his princess today, just a couple kilos
Mad because he knows like he never knew before
That the key moments of her life were spent during the chemo's

Now about me cuz this world is getting colder
Another young black man looking over his shoulder
My mother raised a king only realised when I'm older
Now my mother gone and I wish that I told her

Thank you for the times and I never said it
All those I was angry man I never meant it
You know that I love you, text message, never sent it
Now I'm kinda living life full of resentment

You did more than provide momma you a blessing
I'm on a cliff and Imma dive thank you for the lesson
Cuz I can swim and I'm alive and what's even better
Is that even when I die I'll just see you in heaven
You did more than provide momma you a blessing
I'm on a cliff and Imma dive thank you for the lesson
Cuz I can swim and I'm alive and what's even better
Is that even when I die I'll just see you in heaven

Oh y'all still here waiting for the message and what the word is
All I wanna say is walk with prophetic purpose
This way they can't hurt us
And all they can do is work us
Never let em tell you that you worthless

As soon as they see you grinding dog watch them getting nervous
Few snakes in your circle clowning but never in no circus
Standing behind you and purchase
Since its you doing you it's a lot of you versus

What's my purpose if I question all my verses, and what if I was too nervous to be nerveless, wordless or too word deaf or word dead