Ssstable, Sssteady

I feel like I'm higher
Even though I've been low
For the past few years
I've been
It's confusing

All I'm gonna do right now
Is just act like I don't know anyone
Even though I do
I see through you
But I'm also severely blinded
By the lamps that are broken
So it's dark and cozy
And I don't really care
I don't mean I'm here
I might be floating upside down
In those haunted pools
That have taken lives
Taken hopes and lies
Out of my body
I feel sunken and hugged
I'm laying on my roof
Listening to sounds I've heard
A million times already
I like it but I don't
Something always seems off
About this strange existence
I might be frozen or falling
And I'm not really sure
Which is which
Unless I switched lives
With another me for a while
That's why it's unusual to me

But I might be wrong
Have I ruined it already?
I can't see why people are so stable, steady
How can you be so calm
Knowing that everything around you is deadly

I feel like I'm higher
Even though I've been low
For the past few years
I've been
It's confusing

I feel like I'm higher
Even though I've been low
For the past few years
I've been
It's confusing