Suburban Nothingness

These days I just don't feel like myself
And I'm too stubborn to get help
These days I really don't feel like me
I'm living in someones body

Can't tell if I'm gone or if it's just my mind
I feel like I'm always running out of time
Can't explain the feeling, but I'm starting to obsess
Maybe we're just living in suburban nothingness

I spent last night with my friends
I think that it's the loneliest I have been in a while
I try to at least pretend
That I'm young and I'm dumb and it's really not the end

I turn the music up loud
'Cause I don't know what's coming when I come down
We always fuck it up, make a mess of it
It's almost like suburban nothingness

Lately I've just been tryna hold on
Don't wanna wake up and it's all gone
I cried on my 18th
I feel so crazy
I spent all my time wishing that I'd grow up
Now I'm here and it fucking sucks

Can't tell if I'm gone or if it's just my mind
I feel like I'm always running out of time
Can't explain the feeling, but I'm starting to obsess
Someone wake me up from this suburban nothingness

I spent last night with my friends
I think that it's the loneliest I have been in a while
I try to at least pretend
That I'm young and I'm dumb and it's really not the end

I turn the music up loud
'Cause I don't know what's coming when I come down
We always fuck it up, make a mess of it
It's almost like suburban nothingness

Can you feel it coming?
Can you feel it coming?
I think I feel it coming
Can you feel it coming?
Don't know who I'm becoming
I think I feel it coming
I think I feel it
Feel it

I spent last night with my friends
I think that it's the loneliest I have been in a while
I try to at least pretend
That I'm young and I'm dumb and it's really not the end

I turn the music up loud
'Cause I don't know what's coming when I come down
We always fuck it up, make a mess of it
It's almost like suburban

Around here there's nothing to do
But you got me and I got you
We'll always stay close right?
Promise that you'll never forget tonight