FaceTime

I can't remember what I said last night
But there had a reason why
I called you
Had to talk to you
I can't remember what was on my mind
But I think it went something like
I want you
I don't want to

I spilled my heart on a FaceTime
Wish I didn't though to tell you the truth
'Cause now there's no more playing it cool
I spilled my heart on a FaceTime
And it's killing me to tell you the truth
'Cause now you know I'm thinking 'bout you

I couldn't tell you all the things I said
Probably everything inside my head
My heart got bold
No self-control
And I wish that I could play it back
Though I probably wouldn't take it back
The crazy part?
I meant it all

I spilled my heart on a FaceTime
Wish I didn't though to tell you the truth
'Cause now there's no more playing it cool
I spilled my heart on a FaceTime
And it's killing me to tell you the truth
'Cause now you know I'm thinking 'bout you

And where do we go from here?
We all know there's no going back
Tried once but it wouldn't last
I'm scared, was it even real?
Oh, no

Does anybody have a crystal ball
Or did I already risk it all?
I still don't know how to feel, no
Been a long time
On my own, I
Don't know what I
Even wanted to hear, mmh-mmh

I can't remember what I said last night
But there had to be a reason why
I called you