Can't Move On

So many lonely nights have gone by now
Since you blocked me
And your still amazing me like that day that we started talking
But things just hit so different everything's changed since you dropped me
For a second I had dreamed that we actually never stopped
But I messed all that we had up when you asked me bout something deep
And I reacted so prematurely and I just hope you see
That what we had was a good thing
And I'm glad that I went through it
And I blew it yeah I know
But you really didn't have to go and now I

I can't move on yeah it's true
Cuz all I want is you
My heart goes on, like it's new
But it still beats for you
I'm so afraid of what could be
If it's not you and me
I'll let it go for now, we'll see
If you come back to me

It's been a couple months since you and I have talked
All the hurt and pain that I seemingly forgot
All comes flooding in, drowning what's within
Leaving me in the state that I'm in
Where i'm always so distraught
Stop
Switch up the flow
I find myself in a predicament tho
The life that I live is so different oh
I made a mistake and it's hard to let go
So soon
It happened so soon
Faster than I could've made up this tune
I still remember the smell of your room
And I know you remember the taste of me too
Hate me for goin and actin a fool-
I wish I never typed that up and sent it
But even if all of it ended in doom
Your love is a virus and I ain't immune