For Real

Aye
Stuck inside my thoughts I'm staring at the ceiling
Cant nobody comprehends from all this shit I'm feeling
I take a perc I swear to god that shit it look appealing
I'm asking homie for the plug I guess he not revealing
Bitch I
Died once and then I'm born again
Yeah I'm invincible a god amongst the mortal men
I look at Atlases I'm going through the portal then
A new dimension go and open hope I board again
I fall asleep just like in history classes
I'm breathing fumes I'm getting higher off of mystery gases
I like to cause a crowd commotion like sophistry masses
Yeah I'm a dude without an effort but consistently passes
Like Lamborghinis on express way
You ain't know your way around but baby be my guest hey
Moving pieces in my mind like nerds that's into chess wait
Got the boots the pants the helmet I just need a chest plate
You hungry but I just ate
And I ain't really mean to question you like marks or even second guesses
Hope you finding peace in all your different stresses
It's so insane you got me going through the same addresses
And now I know that you ain't thinking how the pain assesses
I view emotions in the Earth and how the rain expresses
Yeah I'm a king without a crown so when I reign success is
Ever prevalent society getting locked up and so they painting nesses
Used to think that I'm a clown but now I'm sitting painting Jesters

Yeah that's for real
Stressing like we used to be together so connected know how part of you feel
Know that nights conflicted guessing its just part of the deal
You took a piece of me I'm guessing it's just part of the steal
I can't believe you never gave it back
You know I spent a lot of money in my life but bitch I made it back
So I'm just sitting watch my paper stack
You see it's sunny but you throwing shade I prayed for that
I fuck and I get paid for that

Lately head is on a 100 so I spark it up
And I ain't even tryna hit it less you arch it up
You told me go and cut the lights like baby is it dark enough
We keep on getting into arguments like baby know you barking tough
At least you honest with me
You know I'm broken you ain't never breaking promise with me
And skip respecting you ain't never paying homage with me
You know a Smith and Wesson's all I'm needing
Pull the trigger go to hell so I could go and visit demons
It ain't no rhyme it ain't no reason see the way I'm thinking
You got me going through in circles like I'm roller rinking
The sun is down the moon is up and now I'm solar sinking
I'm getting chills from doing nothing like I'm polar drinking
I couldn't blame you not the one that got me into trapping
But you the reason you the one that got me into rapping
I'm getting tired of the pain and all the shit that happen
I said I'm tired so I'm going in and out of napping
I really hope you got a napkin this shit is getting messy
Remember Disney after dinner we was watching Jessie
I grab her legs and started feeling like she in a dressy
And separated like what Ferguson had did to Plessy
It's like I'm trapped up in a cell I'm only seeing bars
No I don't care about the clothes the hoes or fancy cars
I use the money just for drugs until I'm seeing stars
I hope I can ascend to higher beings till I'm seeing Mars

Yeah that's for real
Stressing like we used to be together so connected know-how part of you feel
Know that nights conflicted guessing its just part of the deal
You took a piece of me I'm guessing it's just part of the steal
I can't believe you never gave it back
You know I spent a lot of money in my life but bitch I made it back
So I'm just sitting watch my paper stack
You see it's sunny but you throwing shade I prayed for that
I fuck and I get paid for that