You Don't Know What It's Like

I've been lying to myself
I've been lying to everyone
They all believe me when I say
Everything's cool even though it's not
Why did I even come here?
I don't even wanna make small talk
I sit alone now I'm leaving
Gonna go home might get a little drunk

But hold up
You're saying that you're coming over
But I don't wanna do this sober
No I don't wanna listen no more
When you're telling me 'cause...

You don't know what it feels like
You don't know how I feel
Stop telling me that it's alright
'Cause you don't know what it's like
To be me
You don't know what it's like

Everything's going pretty good I guess
So why the hell do I feel like such a mess?
Sometimes I feel like God's given me a test
And if I wake up in the morning then I guess I passed

But hold up
You're saying that you're coming over
But I don't wanna do this sober
No I don't wanna listen no more
When you're telling me 'cause...

You don't know what it feels like
You don't know how I feel
Stop telling me that it's alright
'Cause you don't know what it's like
To be me
You don't know what it's like
To be me
No, you don't know what it's like

Is it gonna be like this forever?
'Cause I don't wanna be like this forever
I swear I'm gonna get my shit together
But for now just let it go, leave me alone, leave me alone

You don't know what it feels like
You don't know how I feel
Stop telling me that it's alright
'Cause you don't know what it's like
To be me