Waiting for Disaster

I see where you're going
I've been the same
But I heard like a secret awaken
I've been gone down the drain
All my senses had left me
I'd been stinking too long
I'll be trying to help now
For the rest of the song
What motivates it
Way you lost it, never had it
Never had it

Set out on the ocean
Driven by the trades
Waving at the lubbers
Thinking about the dream

Sometimes it would look all fine
And you would too when I turn around
Went off steep; then I hit the ground
And bounced
Had to fast rebound
Oh I've been waiting to wake this
I've been waiting to play this
In your head you can blend this

Lived a life now
Sometimes I'm afraid
Sometimes I'm a lizard
When you look away

God forbid you help me, hold me closer
When you hold me closer finally
When you find me in your brighter
I'll be heading for the blacker
I've been waiting for disaster
But I wait before and after
I just pick up and get out there
And I'll be there for pretty end

All I've got is the dream
All I've got, I give away
There is no taking
And then I'm gone away
And pretty end