Fish Out of Water

A fish out of water, enlightened Member of the squalor
Looping my mind from the shit Upon the blotter making me
Go up and down teeter-totter Best hide your daughter, before
I get to slaughter that ass, Skipping some class hoping she Pass
But she won't when she get a Taste a disgrace one mistake And
She overdose after she get clean She fucking over bros
I suppose that's how the story Goes I knows better guess I
Really don't, see never was Clever pulling the wrong levers
Sever endeavors, now and Forever better however
But still not good enough, so Sloth don't got the tightest Clutch of
Reality itself and when it comes To salary no
Salt upon the shelf, hard to Find himself lost in a haze try
To count the ways that shit Went wrong not so strong Bong all day long
So I don't get it twisted these Bros so constricted in their
Views with their attitudes About ladys or perhaps its my
Vison is shady from the trees Being burned like crazy who
Knew situations make you blue Or green y'all know what I Mean
It seems that you don't as I Hoped doped up words Whether it be
Nouns or verbs to the point it's Absurd no normality so
Nerdy words from the burbs Kicking it unheard still Undeterred
Higher than some birds Dropping dense white shit Turning you off like
A light switch life's not a bitch She's a beautiful woman you
Know the rest now give it a Rest better yet keep it fresh Don't
Repeat other peoples speak Except when it still needs to be
Said anything that helps ease The existential dread Sometimes
Wonder if it's all in his head Most peeps mislead or misread
If ignorance is bliss then would Rather be dead but knowledge
Can sometimes feel like Depression egg head is so Fragile so
After learning some info brains Feeling a bit scrambled so
Most of the times my rhymes Feel a bit rambled just trying to
Keep them ample something You can grab by the handful just a
Sample of what the Sloth raps About when life in shambles Don't
Save damsels in distress if You're only interested in their
Assets and how they Accessorize your thighs goes Out to nice
Guys sees through the disguise To the wolf in sheep clothing Snacking
On something that is Decomposing the amount of Loathing
It takes to be emotionally fake You're not woke just awake

A fish out of water been know To just saunter and wander
Grown up from viewing Opposite sex as something to Conquer
Can't wait to cringe at my past Self something I view with Honor
Evidence that I have changed And grown even as I ponder
Can't say that I'm stronger but My horizons look broader no
Longer feel like im only just Treading water my future
Me will falter I will disappoint I Will make amends but
I pray that I have the resolve to Pick up the pen and try
Again and again and again and Again and again to
The very bitter end I hope to Transcend and eclipse my
Expectations I hope for Congratulations for lazy
Determination I hope to Survive from observations
That I place into creative Combinations I hope my
Aspirations don't get the best Of me I hope for trials
And tribulations I hope for Hallucinations that bring
Wisdom I hope to heal the Schism between optimism
And nihilism hope to succeed Without egotism
I hope to pave the way with my Anti-charisma hope I
Remain an enigma I hope to Avoid the white rapper
Stigma I hope for a lot of Things I hope they all come True
Sometimes don't feel like Hoping because it makes me Really blue
Just going to do what dreamers Do and enjoy the pursuit
And one day if the stars align I Will feast upon the fruits
Of my labor all thanks to my Wit's end it's sharp like razor
Meanwhile my behavior being Classified as stargazer
Value is subjective every Individual is
An appraiser my raps penned While starring at pipes Screensaver
Happiness is fleeting so I know That I should just savor
Just a sad white rapper could You think of anything lamer?

A fish out of water ain't got no Gills
No skills Making mountains Out of ant hills