Isolation (feat. Parkour, Sunny T & Jorvo)

Call me back
Hit me back
Where you at I am sad
I fall back, Heart attack
Still it hurts Cardiac
Score the pad When I'm mad
Understand the pain I have
Really bad Wish I had
Time and strength to tell my dad
All alone No one home
Does anybody get me
At the slightest joke I really feel
All my friends are dissing Reminiscing
Man I'm wishing
The good days I could retrieve
They won't stop by They want to hide
All these fears just need to leave

Intercede, Please for me
Who am I supposed to be
Isolation Got me shaken
Hi insecurity
They hate me, Can't they see?
I can't be What they need
At the slightest word or whisper
I can feel my feelings bleed
Like these strings So softly
I wish they would treat me
Therapy
There for me
Still I pack my stuff and leave
Song is deep
I feel weak
When I'm done, You'll see me
Know it's different
Tone is shifting
Please don't run away from me

Cuz Isolation got me shaken
There's no cause For celebration
While I'm waiting Losing patience
I'm a doc Hallucinating
I just want out Scream and I shout
All my terror got a knockout
Got a strong right Wake up at night
Man, my journal is sealed airtight

Stop... Wait a minute
When am I gonna Quit it?
All these fears, All these tears
They better stop and listen
I control my own, I control my self
But still I feel Real broken
I break I bleed I want I need
But anxiety's outspoken

I sit I write I cry I might
Tune you out in spite
I bleed I read I see Critiques
Hit the road you see

Longer days
The more I craze
I lose my ways
Get in a blaze
The hope I chase
Eyes start to glaze
Let me rephrase
The good ole days

Now-a-days I am amazed
Just how ablazed That I can be
Yes My decree Is guaranteed
That it will be
More Menacing
More Deafining
More Punishing
More Threatening
More Reckoning -
I do repeat That I can be
What Nightmares Can be Scared to see

Back up for a second
Don't you spray Let me aim
I know I'm not alone
I can't be Not healthy
Isolation Bad sensation
Fears of abomination
Liquidating I'm frustrating
Aggravating these worries are berating
Chest concaving From the weighty
Maybe eighty Worries waiting
I just freeze up I need Jesus
I don't need to be a genius
Where my friends at
Knife in my back Fears I unpack
Then they attack Can there be more
I don't see more I want to swim
But i'm unsure

Way too many times
I scare myself to fearing
All of these fears are mad
in my head while interfering
My heart begins to pound
While my eye continues tearing
Words that do get thrown at me
Are hot and they are searing
Commandeering
Persevering
Confidence is disappearing
All my thoughts are complex
Need genetic engineering
Tears are smearing
People sneering
Who am I supposed to be
Time to bust out
Don't count me out
Isolation breaking free