Therapy Sessions 3

Life on the line I gotta get it
Been dealing with depression way too long I hate this feeling
Mind been gone for way too long i just hate chilling
Been tryna read this book and find myself I need some healing
Healing, spiritual healing all I need
Been sipping on this liquor way too long
I don't smoke weed
They say I'm crazy just for choosing the bottles
It's the life that I chose it's okay even tho I'm wrong
I put my feelings into every song
I put my feelings into every song

Missing my brudda and my uncle and my pops
Everybody that I love
They say lil Jodye out his mind he sipping alcohol he abusing all these drugs
You can leave me if you wanna leave
Everybody changing on me, I just can't believe
I been drinking alcohol, I just can't do the weed
The same people I showed love, keep abusing me
Why they keep using me
I got your back that's to the end my dawg
It's right or wrong
Right or wrong
Delete my media and I don't want nobody hitting my phone
Hitting my phone (Yea)
I drank to much that's what they say
But too me that's okay
Up in this life you pick and choose
To try and make a way
Great escape - you can love or leave me
Really don't make a difference
Fade away - people say they really got me,
Then they start fuckin switching
That's okay

Know you hate to see somebody you love up in that casket
Thinking bout it everyday and just can't believe it happen
I'm too real for the game I'm tired of rapping
You sign your name, you sign your life that's when they laughing
You sold your talents
Nigga you trippin' I know what you on
Gotta go get chu some money to feed everybody that's inside your home
I understand your fuckin pain
I'm on the same thang
Big Brudda said everybody gone know my name
(Now he gone)
I remember when pops said they gone scream my name
(And now he gone)
I remember when my uncle said my rap name
(And now he gone)
Swimming with fishes I know that you drowning
Said that you loved me I know that lied
Give me a beat you better supply it
The shit that I'm rapping bout is subsided
I'm out my mind I been a manic
I'm going off my top
without my brain attached
Put my heart up on my sleeves and you ain't seeing that
Everything I say you gone believe in that
Bet my life on everything and then I crap
(Fuck I'm fucked up right now)



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Writer(s): Lordarrus Hamilton
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