Different Thoughts

Nowadays, can't stand this pain in my chest
Nowadays, no I am not my best
But its all because you just left
And now im feeling all different depressed
Different thoughts inside my head
All thought inside my bed
Thinking bout the shit you said
And now I gotta focus on my bread
I'm feeling like im looking for you but you gone
And I'm trying my best to stay strong
But sometimes, it gets to me
The feeling of being lonely
Feeling of being numb and dumb
Feeling like that is just the sum
Feeling like what can make it better is rum
Feeling washed up like a piece of gum
The boys are like "Damn, this go hard"
Tryna get the house on boulevard
People even say I might be the next star
Feeling like i'm on another world like Mars
But I'm trying my best, my best
Tryna show you I'm not like the rest
Hate calling you my ex
Nah, I dont give a fuck about the sex
Different thoughts inside my head
All thought inside my bed
Thinking bout the shit you said
And now I gotta focus on my bread
I'm feeling like im looking for you but you gone
And I'm trying my best to stay strong
But sometimes, it gets to me
The feeling of being lonely
Feeling of being numb and dumb
Feeling like that is just the sum
Feeling like what can make it better is rum
Feeling washed up like a piece of gum
Hate being in my bag like Triple X
I'm sad tryna count all my checks
Crying looking at all our old texts
Yea
At least I know I treated you right
Wish our last hug could've held you more tight
And i'm trying not to cry when you're in sight
This depression I am trying to fight
Different thoughts inside my head
All thought inside my bed
Thinking bout the shit you said
And now I gotta focus on my bread



Credits
Writer(s): Daniel Martinez
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