Sinner With a Halo

Stabbing my back but I got used to that
Been through hell and back
So I'm gonna show you where my heart is at
Born with a halo at the same time I'm sinner yeah
All this envy and jealousy's just way too ridiculous
I wanna see my brothers thrive
Fuck a 9-5
We just tryna live our lives
We just tryna spit some rhymes
But at the same time
I'm just tryna help feed the fam

So don't hit me when I land
Y'all will never understand
I'm learning to be a man
I'm giving it all I can
I never needed my dad
I only needed my fam
I only needed myself
I only needed these beats
I kill'em til they're deceased
I Got no time for the sleep

Cause I've been working late
And there's too much on my plate
Ive been dealing with these snakes
I don't got time to be fake
I got no time for the breaks

Cause I've been steady working to craft this vision
And they tell me skies the limit
That's why me and Sg plotting on a mission

Lately I feel a constant disconnection
Between me and my brethren
I've been on a road that's wreckless
I've been fighting with depression
All the time I'm fucking stressing
And it's fucking up my mental
Put my thoughts on instrumentals

I've been
Steady on the grind
It's my fuckin time to shine
I know I'm gone be just fine
I just got a lot on my mind
And they tell me go to therapy
But I'd rather go and spit these rhymes
I just feel like a waste of time
I just feel like I have no worth
All this pain it fucking hurts
They just left me in the dirt
Nobody ever picked me first
I've been going through the worst
My life is a gifted curse
All my rhymes are unrehearsed
Lay my pain down on a verse
All this pain it fucking hurts

I bet no body could relate
Love and hate
It feels the same
No one here to save the day
Don't know why I hesitate
I slowly start to fade away
To a brighter day
Wipe these tears away
I pray to god to get my family straight