if my mother calls... (Chill Mix)

Is it enough to feel terrified
Of a world I stand to loose
I've been looking for an alibi
For all the pain I've put you through

Don't mean duet without a kid
Got all to loose, completely unaware
I pray I never hear you say

If my mother calls
Tell her I'm looking for somebody new
I'm not coming home until I do
'Cause I can't stand
Another night alone with you
You could be the one
To tell me it's alright
But it's no use
If my mother calls
Tell her I'm looking for somebody
Tell her I'm looking for somebody new

I've been taking note of all my flaws
When I struggle I just run
I don't need to take the Adderall
I trust myself to keep me numb

I lost it all, within the store
It brought I'm way
And threw me to the floor
I thought I'd never hear you say

If my mother calls
Tell her I'm looking for somebody new
I'm not coming home until I do
'Cause I can't stand
Another night alone with you
You could be the one
To tell me it's alright
But it's no use
If my mother calls
Tell her I'm looking for somebody
Tell her I'm looking for somebody new

I know we've made it through before
You made it clear but I just can't ignore it
Everything I've heard you say

If my mother calls
Tell her I'm looking for somebody new
I'm not coming home until I do
'Cause I can't stand
Another night alone with you
You could be the one
To tell me it's alright
But it's no use
If my mother calls
Tell her I'm looking for somebody
Tell her I'm looking for somebody new