You'll Never Disappear

If only I decided what my feelings were too soon
We wouldn't be still wasting time
But I brushed off the signs

To think I trusted you
I guess I'm paying the price
Yeah!

Took me too long to realize
The stories were never the same
I didn't think to ask you why
You turned me into a game

And everyone thinks you're right
You washed off your blame
I should have seen through your lies
What else is left to break?

Well, maybe you are thinking that you still can make amends
Just pick up all the pieces now
But fuck you, why would I?
I don't want to know why, you still think I'm blind

I see the holes that are your eyes
There's no meaning in your tears
(There's no room for you here)

The memories will not die
They're sadly staying here
(The image is still clear)

None of your friends will ever know
'Cause your words are what they'll hear
(You'll never disappear)

Sometimes I wish I can let go
And let you disappear

Don't bother with a clean slate
'Cause I know you'll never change
(I can't be bothered to wait)

Your chances go away
It's far too late
('Cause it's been too many days)

And through those holes of cold ice
There's no soul that I could find
(There won't be a next time)

And I don't know if I'll let go
You'll never disappear