clarity in kerosene - one take

I'm finding clarity in kerosene
Incinerating all these memories
I haven't spoke to you since 17
Just thought I'd let you know, you're dead to me
You found yourself in drugs and nicotine
A hollow body like a figurine
I always felt like an accessory
There's love and hate but this was in between

And all I know
Is that there's clarity in kerosene
Oh, all I know
You can't take back the things you said to me

Now, I hope you choke in your sleep
While you're dreaming of me
Well, suffocate in your sheets
And I'll be the last thing you see

Yeah, I can see it, looking back now
Every day you'd try to put me in the background
I wasted all this fucking time on you
Every word you said to me, I knew it wasn't true

Roll around with that chip on my shoulder
I told myself that it would change when I'm older
But it's getting harder and I swear to God
That if I had the chance, I would take all the moments
Steady, waiting and losing my patience
You fucked with my head, know that I couldn't take it
And I can't forgive you
Yeah, I won't forgive you

Now, I hope you choke in your sleep
While you're dreaming of me
You'll suffocate in your sheets
And I'll be the last thing you see

I'm finding clarity in kerosene
Incinerating all these memories
I haven't spoke to you since 17
Just thought I'd let you know, you're dead to me
You found yourself in drugs and nicotine
A hollow body like a figurine
I always felt like an accessory
There's love and hate but this was in between

And all I know
Is that there's clarity in kerosene, oh
All I know
You can't take back the things you said to me

Now, I hope you choke in your sleep
While you're dreaming of me
Suffocate in your sheets
And I'll be the last thing you see

Now, I hope you choke in your sleep
While you're dreaming of me
You'll suffocate in your sheets
And I'll be the last thing you see