If This Is Goodbye

I feel like we crossed paths at the wrong side
We fell in love at the wrong time
Too many break ups, too many make-ups
Just to pretend like its alright

I know there was time it was unreal
But most of the time it was unfair
I know there was times I was never there
But there were never times I never cared, I swear

I lost count on how many times that I cheated
I lost count on how many times that I lied
I lost count on how many times I decieved ya
All those nights that I would make you cry

Now I know just how bad I need ya
Lost without you right by my side
I'm so sorry I wasted all of your time

If this is goodbye
I just wanna tell you that I promise that I tried
If this is goodbye
Then, girl, I am so sorry for all the times I lied

But people can make some mistakes
They can learn, they can change
But I know all it takes is some time

But if it's too late, then I guess
That I wish you the best
I hope we'll meet somewhere down the line
If this is goodbye

Maybe I was immature, maybe I was too young
Maybe I was just in denial
Maybe I didn't realize that I had a good thing
That was way more than worth my while

And you love me for me, not because of Anth
Or the money you see
Not because the chain on my neck or the cribs that I got
Or the trips that I take overseas

I was too busy running around
Different town, different girls
That I will never fall in love with
When I had a good girl back at home
Who was down, from the start
When I never really was shit

Now I feel so dumb, don't say that it's done
Isabella, you know that I still want this
Baby, please be honest
Do you really not want this?

If this is goodbye
I just wanna tell you that I promise that I tried
If this is goodbye
Then, girl, I am so sorry for all the times I lied

But people can make some mistakes
They can learn, they can change
But I know all it takes is some time

But if it's too late, then I guess
That I wish you the best
I hope we'll meet somewhere down the line
If this is goodbye