Runaway Loner

I never knew you would
Take it and go
Liquor shots to my chest
Just leave me alone
I spark up to forget her
But the times hold me back
Do I need her
Runnin' from my death bed
I'm a loner
Runnin' from the past
Cause I still miss her
But I'm all trapped
Need to forget her
I'm a runaway loner

Same depression
Hit me like a weapon
Busted head
Emotions filled with different kinds of lessons
If I keep on running away
Is the end the next season
In my mind
Nothing's ever breathing no
I got dark clouds in my dreams
Dark skies over me
When I sleep
The end feels closer than I think
I just want to have something waiting for me
Something I can hold
Don't want any drama
You can keep that shit at home
I'm a man on a mission
Gotta hear what I'm saying yeah
Seeing tears in their eyes
Can make a crazy man
The same drugs on the counter
Addiction's killing him
If I'm telling you the truth
Then I'm a goner
Damn

I never knew you would
Take it and go
Liquor shots to my chest
Just leave me alone
I spark up to forget her
But the times hold me back
Do I need her
Runnin' from my death bed
I'm a loner
Runnin' from the past
Cause I still miss her
But I'm all trapped
Need to forget her
I'm a runaway loner

You know it wasn't easy ever since you went away
I got cup filled with sorrows and a little pain
You got my heart beating
But it's trapped in it cage
And now I'm holding onto memories hoping that they would fade
Wishin' upon a thousand stars
Can they help me
Ashtrays and cigarette smoke and some Hennessy
All the same episodes
Re-runs like tv
But in my mind
All the images are still blurry
And I just want this to be over yeah
I'm just trapped in game that keeps on going yeah
I've been runnin' away from all the pressure yeah
No sober days or nights
I'm an addicted user yeah yeah

I never knew you would
Take it and go
Liquor shots to my chest
Just leave me alone
I spark up to forget her
But the times hold me back
Do I need her
Runnin' from my death bed
I'm a loner
Runnin' from the past
Cause I still miss her
But I'm all trapped
Need to forget her
I'm a runaway loner



Credits
Writer(s): Mathew Chao
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